Struggle of Memories

Memories. Data files of past events. Some sweet, some bitter. Some fade away gradually as time passes by, some (like computer viruses) stubbornly stand up against the test of time.

Dwelling upon memories is a luxury. You can look back at your past experiences (and yourself) from a comfortable, non-threatened distance without getting involved in them, again. You may still feel the bitterness (or sweetness) of the experiences to a certain extent, but you can smile (or laugh) at them as they are now officially labeled under the "PAST" folder.

Yet, there are memories that you just want to 'permanently delete'. Awful and excruciating experiences. And at those moments when these memories are still fresh in your memory cache, you dig deeply into your memory bank for even older memories, trying your best to overwrite the painful memories with these older memories...at least for a while.

At the same time, you struggle in hope. In hope for the future to arrive. In hope that she can be able to offer you sweeter memories.

You wait...